Anticipating 2011

Alright, xmas is coming and 2010 is ending. My life’s changing, gotta start working and earning money for the family. Feeling loads of burden on myself, yet looking forward to overcoming these challenges.

I wish and hope in 2011, I am able to find a decent job and earn sufficient money to support the family. If I answer truthfully to the question of whether I am being happy now, I would say “I don’t really think so”.  Hence, I hope I will be able to answer “Yes, I am.” confidently by the end of 2011. =)

Definitely, one of my wishes is to end internship. I am not supposed to rant anything about my job here so I shall keep it to myself.

Last but not least, will be my list of wants that yeah, are considered fandom.

1. This is pretty unrealistic. If it ever gonna happens, it might be 10 years later. Anyway, I shall just state it down. To see DBSK perform together in 5 again. To top it off, I wanna watch them sing rising sun, bolero etc LIVE. =D

2. This is more reasonable, although it’s about the same. JYJ CONCERT! JYJ ALBUM! JYJ APPEARANCE ON KOREA & JAPAN TV!

3. Reasonable, but maybe not in Singapore. SWEET SORROW CONCERT! SWEET SORROW ALBUM!

4. I don’t know how to classify this as reasonable or impossible but yeah…. ENERGY FOREVER! YAH!!

5. and yes, before i forget! LMC LIVE ONCE MORE! =D

 

hooray! i guess that’s all~~~! anticipating happy 2011!

Time Flies…

While I was spazzing DB videos, I wanted to search for the performance where Yoochunnie and Junsu bumped into each other. Hence, I came to my blog to check whether I did post anything to no avail. However, while reading my past posts, I realised time do flies.

Mirotic. DB latest Korean full-length album was dated back in 2008, and now 2010 is going to end soooooon. And here, I thought Mirotic was just less than a year ago. I was wrong.

2 years back, it was DB 5th anniversary. I was hopeful, cheered and looking forward to the 50th anniversary. But looking at how things are now, I was being too hopeful.

2 years back, i prayed that I will be able to visit Korea and watch DB concert for at least ONCE. I visited Korea and I doubt I will ever get to watch DB concert for that at least ONE time anymore. Oh well, I watched JYJ and thats great enough, serious. =D

Time flies, things changed. Even the oh-so-mighty DBSK had became a so called outdated group where many kpop fans don’t bother. Even I don’t feel like a student anymore. I am in my attachment, thinking about graduation and probably going to start the boring working adult life next year. Yes, Priscilla Tan is approaching 20. =.=

I just want to…

I just want to write..
but I have nothing to write about..

I just want to have some peace..
but Alex is around..

I just want to work..
but work is not calling for me..

I just want to update SSSG..
but Sweet Sorrow has nothing new..

I just want to spazz..
but Edna is not around!!

이재성! !

빨리 돌아와라~
보고싶다~! ㅠㅠ

To: Edna

I said I will blog and you have to read every single word when you come back! ㅎㅎㅎ Actually I got nothing much to say. =.= I just want to say, I revived SSSG!! 와~우! After 4 days of pathetic viewership, the statistics are finally looking good!! and and and… we got more subscribers on youtube and more fans on facebook! yay!

200 FANS!! Let’s aim for 300 now!! XD

p.s. There’s one night where SSSG got 9 emails for new subscribers on youtube. Amusing~

That’s all.. I just need to spazz.. FASTER COME BACK! ㅠㅠㅠ

Oh Beautiful Day!

Finally today was the concert! Bobby Kim and SHINee sang 2 songs each. Mario& sang most of the songs. Oh JunSung sang too! hahahah! He sounded gay, seriously.

I am so proud of myself for listening to Bobby and Jonghyun live! Such beautiful day! Also, I laughed ALOT because of Oh JunSung and the guy from Mario&. Oh JunSung’s english is really limited, and everybody are his friends. F(x) is also his friend~! That guy from Mario& is simply JOKE. I laughed really hard at him.

I have nothing to say about SHINee, other than the fact that everybody think we like SHINee ONLY. For Bobby, I am disappointed with him because he said hello to SHINee fans, but not to his own. BOBBY, WE WERE THERE FOR YOU! I think he saw the overly-excited us though.

p.s. I am going to Universal Studio Singapore tomorrow!! I’ve been waiting for this!! WAHAHAHHA!

SHINee Fansign

Today was a once in a lifetime experience, seriously. More than 1000 people squeezed in one tiny Lot1, and around 1000 of them actually overnight. I have to admit, I am one of those.

And for those who came in the morning, it consists of a lot of people with loads of stupid and not feasible ideas. If i am to describe them, I would use “inconsiderate, self-centered”. Just to get what they want, they ignored the people who spent their precious time waiting and destroyed public properties. They actually destroyed the mall’s main door! How desperate must they had been!

Finally when the fansign was about to start, the escalators to the rooftop and cinema were blocked. To describe the situation, the whole floor was jammed! It was almost impossible to walk through the floor, it was like some scary adventure. Someone actually cried while squeezing me, to somehow blame me for getting the pass. It was really ridiculous.

I also encountered some ‘fangays’, like seriously gays. Some said they are able to die peacefully just because they saw SHINee. Some were so into SHINee’s beauty, and commented they were prettier than the girls, which includes me. They were also squealing when Key smiled or something.

The highlight for the ‘fangays’ part was this guy, with this HOT PINK polo tee, THICK EYE-LINER, who went into the ladies’ just to hide from the guards. I wonder why can’t he hide in the gents? Moreover, he and his ‘girlfriend’ were finding ways to CUT QUEUE. How ‘jian’! I think his jian-ness can make me think I don’t qualify as a female.

Last but not least, the actual fansign for me made me conclude that Key is really a sweet unnie~ (I still consider him “UNNIE”) His greetings were sooooooo sweet. Love him loads. 

However, that KIM JONG HYUN!! 무시하지마!! He just gave me those really fake smiles when I talked to him, he didn’t even bother to reply me or acknowledge me. Don’t treat me like those usual fans who will be so happy just to see him act shuai. This is ridiculous.

It is even more ridiculous because I still continue to love him loads, after experiencing this. Although I expected him to be something like that, it is still gek sim to experience it first hand. I will forget it after I hear him sing tomorrow though, and BOBBY KIM. ha teu ha teu!

FIRE AGAIN!

First post of the year, and I realise I was on fire for my last post too. However, it is going to be on different matters.

Most people know, SHINee is in Singapore now. I was initially excited, afterall I love my bling. HA JI MAN! Fans totally spoilt the mood. This was the worst experience I ever had from the many events I had attended.

The airport was filled with FANS and it was totally chaotic. This was ALL OK because I expected it. What I did not expect and what made me on FIRE was the bitches beside us. I am sorry to use such a crude word but they are totally arrogant and ignorant.

I admit I was at fault too because I couldnt contain my anger and pushed them around. However, I am really pissed off because they THINK they are totally not at fault! I don’t know where did their confidence come from. Everything they did was NATURAL and CORRECT while we committed the worst thing on earth when we did the same thing! Later on, they started using sarcasm on us. Although it is not very useful as the remarks were not brilliant at all, I am still frustrated because there are actually people who doesnt know morals.

I learnt about forgiveness, hence I will hope good will prevail on them. Even so, I still don’t wish to bump into them again, especially for SHINee events on Sunday and Monday. Also, I decided I will no longer welcome SM artistes to Singapore. Singapore is way too small for their MASSIVE amount of fans.

BOBBY KIM SHOULD COME MORE! OHMY BOBBY! (AND YES MY SWEET SORROW TOO!) HA TEU HA TEU! WA~OOO!

p.s. and people were still asking “bobby? bobby kim?” when we shouted “BOBBY!”. like duh… anyway I hope I bump into Bobby when I go shopping tomorrow! OHYES! I HAVE FAITH! BOBBY, PLEASE GO SHOPPING AT ORCHARD!

FIRE!

I am on fire.

Besides the fact that showfree failed me, I am disgusted yet again because I got reminded of what she had done. Even sweet sorrow couldnt cool me down. I am still on fire. I want to throw her off my head. I hope she will help me by stop talking to me for useless matters.

See no evil, Hear no evil, Say no evil. (and this reminded me of creative cassiopeia)

스윗소로우의 텐텐클럽

 

I am here blogging because I am listening to Sweet Sorrow’s tentenclub and have nothing to do in the meantime. It’s yesterday’s tentenclub anyway and I am listening to 6 guys roleplaying in irritating voices now. hahhah. (FYI, they are 승현, 창민, 호지니, 우디니, 영우, 진환)

Actually, I just want to say…

I wanna smack IN HOJIN!

I wanna smack IN HOJIN!

I wanna smack IN HOJIN!

I wanna smack IN HOJIN!

I wanna smack IN HOJIN!

ONGLEE YOU! XD

credit: edna chng and whereever she got this

Sunshine… like a blessing in disguise

Isnt sunshine something that gives you warmth? Although sunshine in Singapore definitely gives you something more than just comfortable warmth. heheheh. I wish that I could be someone’s sunshine.

hahhaha! You know I definitely don’t mean it~ Just listening to Sweet Sorrow’s Sunshine and wanted to write something fanfic-like. Have I been saying too much things that are so-not-me? hahhah. That reminds me of my concluding statement at table topics.

“Sometimes love just overcomes all”

I definitely don’t mean it too. hahahha. ok la, conclusion is I am trying to escape reality. I don’t want do report!!!!